New bag. Happened to match aesthetically. Rebecca snatched my phone and made me feel pretty cool with the resulting shot. Thanks R.
I avoid the things I’m not ready to let go of.
I just want someone I can rely on.
I always find myself coming back..
As of lately, I’ve been feeling out of step with everyone. As they go on and do their own thing, progressing in life, I feel like I’m on pause. I don’t know why, but I catch myself looking back, and remembering how much better things were. When things don’t go my way, I feel myself running back in time, living in the days when I felt the sun shining on me, with a smile plastered on my face. But, as soon as I notice myself living a life that is no longer true, I throw myself back to reality, and find myself confused. I start to wonder why I don’t feel warmth anymore. I wonder why things are different now. I’m out of step. I’m dissonant. I try to catch up with everyone else, and as I approach them, I stop and repeat this never ending cycle. I don’t know why.